they dont seem to understand what im going thru,or what im feeling.
trashed it all on me.
everything's been my fault.
mayb th part about favourtism among our family mem. are true.
i felt that it was like that.
you have your favourite daughter/son.
that is one bullshit,fckng asshole crap that i hated v much in th family.
its just too obvious. and yet you keep denying and say its just me who stress out myself over small matters.
please,dont put th blame on me.
i need a break,please.


monday : pe was fun.
played captain's ball,together with th boys.
they were rough,but wtv,it was fun.
tuesday :
had th food ration thing.
was okay.th food was kinda nice.
school was release early.
straight away to cheris's home.
changed.went to plaza sing.
bought stuffs.eat.trained back home.


btw,happy fifth monthsary to nia&abu.
sukeeeeee nia. hah


yea,im a jonas bro. fan.
joe is mine.nick too. well,kevin also.
i miss chris brown. gah
bye


so ya,changed my blogskin. by myself,for th first time.
not nice eh. i want find simple simple.


im looking forward to having a fun time with you and you and you tomorow.
k go ,
snap.


im watching grammys award(music)?
and jonas brothers was performing.
joe jonas's hair is cute hah ,nick got th retro kinda hair/80s. while kevin,still th same except shorter. curlier.




random huh
bye


test test test.
i totally forget about circular measure.
need help? yes,i do.
and ive got a kindhearted soul who gladly 'voulenteer'to help me with my studies. great.




so yea, just now aft school went to amkhub with cheris.
bought her pencilbox at artbox.
everywhere we go,theres couples.
gahhargh.
val's day coming?
cheris and i are just envy
why why why why why?


bye


everything's been fine. i guess,NOT.
i just messed up on POA TEST.
depreciation? gahhargh
GEOG TEST is up next week.
i have to stop procrastinating.




im confused.
why this that now then later?
qustions are still mingling around in my head/mind.wtv
what am i suppose to do? this that now then later.
everything's fine.
but th fact is,its not. is it?
its not totally fine. yea,wtv
schools fine?
that does not include beeing all stressed up out down in left right.
family's fine?
it had always been,hadnt it? its great now,i guess.
friendship's fine?
told you what,im not sure either. omg,smackmerightinthface
r/s fine?
i might as well say,singlehood been fine. coping,while struggling. ienvythosecouples. that include you nia.:D
k,im done bout that.
sum all th bold words and stress is what im experiencing now.
ayooo,ikno.


ive been having dreams.
its good.good dreams well im not sharing


k go


hello.
chem test was not ok.gahhoohoo
i should be mugging for poa test now.
but im here instead,blogging. gah
k dah,bye.
mug-gah now.


torres hot eh?
kaka better. woo^^v

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last year pic.








im not fine.
im not sure why.
susan's having moodswings.
so,takmo cari pasal.
thankyou

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